what can i say? shits is funny

Alright...here's a quote from a friend's friend: "I wish the girls here were as hot as the weather."

A little background might explain what I mean - the weather here (singapore) is in the 80s to 90s most of the time but humid to ridiculous proportions. SO even if it's not really THAT hot, it feels nasty and sticky all day around. Yes and being near the equator, there ain't no such thing as seasons, hence you have this shitty weather all year around.

For those of you who don't know yet, i'm in singapore right now. Being home is good in some sense; have to a degree missed this place. But having been away for so long, I actually feel like a foreigner here. Everything is actually rather strange yet familiar in some sense, it's really hard to explain. The food is still good, a refreshing change to what we find in the US, but at the end of the day it is but a trivial matter.

Seeing old friends is nice too, but everyone has gone their separate ways and experienced different things, it's almost like people are strangers again. There are a few close friends that still remain somewhat similar to who they were back in the old days, but even then there's so much catching up and "synchronizing" to do. It's such an odd adjustment to make. I truly have changed in so many ways and have become such a different person.

In my bid to reestablish my own identity in the recent months, this further subjects me to more confusion as to who and/or what I really am. I'm neither a person who's this or that so what then? I suppose I could create my own form of identity and not conform to either; is there really a need to fill a certain role? The past one year has really been a life changing experience.

Well, we don't know, but i'm looking forward to seeing what becomes of me, especially as school begins.

Several notable events have occurred since my last post but I don't think I really wish to update my log with all of the them; maybe eventually I'll get around to putting one or two down, we shall see. So until such time, if ever, in my memory they shall reside. Life is strange, so many things are strange and unknown these days. But hey, what's life but a journey? Cheers.